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I am getting rather excited about twilight... its only 19 days so far... hehehehe

I had to work tonight... like I had to close it was rather annoying. I mean I have a life and to have a long Halloween night stuck inside a store was boring. my saving light was my mom, Keith and my Ryan came and saw me. I had two costumes today one was princess I was in a dress with teirra and everything. I realized about two hours into work I was going to go crazy with out pockets so I changed into my other costume which others didn't really get. I became a vampire... lol!!! I mean come on I'm pale to begin with all I changed was I added some glitter... hehehe! I'm such a dork!

In other news the babies are now laying eggs! They seem to be enjoying the time on the farm.

Other than that I'm not having the easiest time in my life... Every one has their own struggles in life and mine seem to smack me in the face with every turn... People just don't understand it until they go through it and its not something talked about much I think...

Other than that life seems to be going good. I got tot talk to John the other day. I miss having my baby brother around to talk to all the time. He always seems to make me laugh...

Oh in case you didn't know my current hair color is red. I like it a lot I think Its going to stay this color for a while. Its not as strong as it originally was but that's because red doesn't stay... it tends to wash out...

I AM SO READY FOR ELECTION TIME TO GET OVER WITH ALREADY!!!! Seriously? Every single stinking commercial is freaking vote for me! vote for me! this persons evil so vote for me!!! GAH!!! I hate stupid elections....

I know I dropped off the face of the earth again

Well Christmas came early for me. My books came early, they came last Saturday instead of on the 28th so of coarse that means even though I have read all of the three books before hand I went head first into breaking dawn and finally came up for air yesterday. Yes I read a 750 page book in under 72 hours, with also working a couple of days too. I need a new book series to read... Any ideas? I need a new series with in a month because I'm going to reread the series then after that nothing more to read... I completely didn't see anything from that book coming but I loved it! If it would have been 2000 pages I probably would have liked it more because I'm sad that the series is over... I don't see midnight sun ever coming out.

Do you really want to know?

Well I got tagged.... This one is about my Ryan

1) Where did you meet? We met at a singles ward activity, I was driving crazy in front of him because I thought that he was following me.

2) How long did you date before you got married? Our first date was September 23rd we were engaged October 21st and we were married March 10th

3) How long have you been married? Almost 20 months two years in March

4) What is your favorite feature of his? His smile

5) What is your favorite quality of his? He is just as stubborn as I am... but he is actually very sweet

7) What is his favorite food? grilled cheese

8) What is his favorite sport? He get excited over football

9) When and where was your first kiss?Well it was on Monday after our first date so it was September 25th. We were sitting in a car outside my friends house (she took my car from the family home evening activity) and it took me three hours to build up the courage then I leaned over and kissed him, it was probably one in the morning so technically it was the 26th

10) What is your favorite thing to do as a couple? spending time together... I don't think we have spent more than a week apart from the first day I've been with him

11) Do you have any children? It wont happen until roughly the middle of next year... just trying to fix things

12) Does he have a hidden talent? He can kick butt in certain games like risk

13) How old is he? 23

14) Who said "I love you" first? He said I said it first but he did he just doesn't want to admit it so the compromise is we said it around the same time

15) What is his favorite type of music? He likes classical but he will go for anything with a good beat... not rap

16) What do you admire the most about him? He's working so hard to further our family

17) Do you think he will read this? Probably tomorrow when he's at school

My new sweet baby - girl!

What do you think about my little new baby girl?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

My new sweet baby - baby!

So my friend said something about this website so I decided to try it out... its interesting, I've got to find pictures other than wedding pictures and maybe the child would look a little bit different... I think she's cute

What do you think about my little new baby baby?
MakeMeBabies.com - What will your baby look like?

I'm so sad

So I had a nice day with my chicken Chloe, I chicken napped her and brought her into the kitchen and she took a nap on my lap. We had a grand time she even went around the floor with molly...
well got got a knock on the door today from animal control. We have to get rid of the chickens and the turkey. I'm sad, we have to kill the turkey early and we have to find someone to take our chickens. I don't mind too much about killing the turkey but I'm so sad that we are loosing the chickens... I loves those chickens and i cant keep them...

Tis the session

Tis the session molly doesn't like us.
She's so small and not hairy that she gets really cold so we put clothes on her... its kind of funny, she's getting so fat that we cant completely close her jacket...

Ok so I believe you

I love this movie

I love lortab

I hate hormones... and due to my hatred of hormones come my extreme love of lortab... I think come Monday I'm going to ask my doctor to write me a new prescription for it because my stash is running out quickly ... and the sad thing is that's the only thing that works half the time...

Ryan and I have noticed our laptop well was getting old and had a couple of things we didn't like. Well Ryan being the computer genius that he is has been looking at sales on laptops for a while and the planets aligned and we got a new laptop this night. its really nifty!

http://www.toshibadirect.com/td/b2c/pdet.to?seg=HHO&poid=425900&tab=gallery

I like it alot! I actually love it! I'm glad I have a husband who knows a lot and knows the information I wouldn't know to get us correct things. We are going to sell our old laptop on ebay as soon as we get all our files off of it. One thing I uber love about this computer is it has the coolest mouse pad it is smooth and continues into the bottom, I've never seen anything like it before.

So in continuation of my cat thinking that he either

a: owns my bed or

b: is the king and owns the world or

c: all of the above

I believe this is proof

Now picture this every night... He hasn't gotten onto his silky green pillow yet but you see how his attitude is. He is worth it though! I love my kitty!

So my view in the economy... I like the lower gas prices but I have a feeling that its going to get a lot worse before its going to get better. I think its the perfect example of the pride cycle

Give me a V-O-L-L-

so I had my first volleyball game as a coach tonight. I know all the girls so it was kind of fun. Evidently all I do is sit there. I think I need to set some ground rules for these girls like tennis shoes or sports bra... You would think they would realize... on well I'm not too interested. Needless to say we murdered them, like it wasn't even fair... it was like 25 to 2... they had four girls on their team we had like 10... Yeah poor them they sucked two games were done in like twenty minutes.

I am hyper.... one monster at ten this morning still has me bouncing off the wallz. Bwahahaha!

Oh and the response I keep getting from people with my last medical entry... I'm not dying, I'm not pregnant even though I keep having weird cravings (tonight it was McDonald's ice cream) I'm not green or falling apart. I swear if you look at me you'll know its nothing to worry about... so don't look for my last will and testament for a few more years. and when I die if ANYONE puts carnations on my grave I will come back, hit you, then die again. That is one flower I seriously hate with every fiber of my being. I think its a dead person flower, give me lilies or something never carnations.

I deem I want to clone my cat. He's perfect, right now he's sleeping on my pillow. I wont have to clone him though, he's going to live forever!!!

I looked out my window and what did I see? Fat little children staring back at me! Ok not at me but they were sitting on the wall staring at the turkey. I secretly hoped they would fall then the turkey would run up and bite them!!! Ok that sounds bad... It would be funny to watch... You have to admit, a butterball being bitten by a butterball!

I decided I'm a freak

So I just figured out that I'm a freak... I'm serious. I think I'm a little bit off.

I have had an uncontrollable craving for hot chocolate and blueberry muffins that have come straight from the oven with butter on top... I have drank almost an entire box of hot chocolate and I've done two batches of muffins and have three boxes of back ups in the cabinets and have made it two mornings in a row. My hot chocolate has carmel with whipped cream on top... its completely yummy! I am so glad we bought the hot chocolate maker last year it saves so much time and it makes me so happy!

Did i mention its been 80 degrees in Vegas lately?

I know I've been bad

So I know I haven't been updating at all lately. I've been bad I fully understand it. I don't feel like I can completely tell everyone whats going on health wise? Well I've been back to the doctor twice now, my rx has changed once, they took away my diet and now... its going to be a long road to being fixed which wont be near done til January which i have another doctors appointment (i have an ultrasound come Wednesday next week which I'm not counting) so unless you want to hear all the heart wrenching details I'm no going to go into it because I think it will raise a few too many questions that I'm not sure I want to have the entire family deal with.

I got a calling, and you might laugh. I'm now the young women's volleyball coach. I'm going to be able to go to the next game but I'm sure its going to be interesting. I think they chose me because I'm young and I loved playing volleyball when I was able to. I think I still played mid surgeries. (I limped badly and didn't look or do it cute...) I love volleyball... I tend to dive to balls... I still think I'm too scared to play it hard core.

I'm a dork, I just preordered the whole box set hard covered book set of twilight series, all four books. I got it for like $40 so its like half off... so happy! But I wont get them til the end of October but its in a cool box set.

Work has been... eh I guess you could say stressful. Still like my job but the girls at the kitchen table are drama filled. I don't think everyone is at the maturity level they should be. I guess I've always been more mature than others my age... I guess its because I've had a very... Hard life from very early on. (weird story when I was two my mom let me pour my own oatmeal water... I didn't scar but if that helps get a grasp on how my life started out...)

Facebook is a very interesting thing. I hate it but I like it still a little bit. More of my family is on facebook but I much prefer myspace over it.