I decided I'm a freak

So I just figured out that I'm a freak... I'm serious. I think I'm a little bit off.

I have had an uncontrollable craving for hot chocolate and blueberry muffins that have come straight from the oven with butter on top... I have drank almost an entire box of hot chocolate and I've done two batches of muffins and have three boxes of back ups in the cabinets and have made it two mornings in a row. My hot chocolate has carmel with whipped cream on top... its completely yummy! I am so glad we bought the hot chocolate maker last year it saves so much time and it makes me so happy!

Did i mention its been 80 degrees in Vegas lately?

I know I've been bad

So I know I haven't been updating at all lately. I've been bad I fully understand it. I don't feel like I can completely tell everyone whats going on health wise? Well I've been back to the doctor twice now, my rx has changed once, they took away my diet and now... its going to be a long road to being fixed which wont be near done til January which i have another doctors appointment (i have an ultrasound come Wednesday next week which I'm not counting) so unless you want to hear all the heart wrenching details I'm no going to go into it because I think it will raise a few too many questions that I'm not sure I want to have the entire family deal with.

I got a calling, and you might laugh. I'm now the young women's volleyball coach. I'm going to be able to go to the next game but I'm sure its going to be interesting. I think they chose me because I'm young and I loved playing volleyball when I was able to. I think I still played mid surgeries. (I limped badly and didn't look or do it cute...) I love volleyball... I tend to dive to balls... I still think I'm too scared to play it hard core.

I'm a dork, I just preordered the whole box set hard covered book set of twilight series, all four books. I got it for like $40 so its like half off... so happy! But I wont get them til the end of October but its in a cool box set.

Work has been... eh I guess you could say stressful. Still like my job but the girls at the kitchen table are drama filled. I don't think everyone is at the maturity level they should be. I guess I've always been more mature than others my age... I guess its because I've had a very... Hard life from very early on. (weird story when I was two my mom let me pour my own oatmeal water... I didn't scar but if that helps get a grasp on how my life started out...)

Facebook is a very interesting thing. I hate it but I like it still a little bit. More of my family is on facebook but I much prefer myspace over it.

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So.. I'm very interested in this diet that the doctor put me on... Since last monday so seven days I've lost ten pounds. I'm slightly confused. I know the diebetic pills they put me on are surely helping but still ten pounds in seven days?

Also I'm slightly obsessed with twilight series. two weeks and I'm three books in.

One point or Aunt Kris

Well Kris correctly diagnosed me with what she though was wrong. I'm now six viles of blood down and two rx's up and one diet i have to follow... err oh well.

eh...

I'm a little worse off than yesterday but I made it through work last night so I'm sure I will make it through tonight. I've never had a boss call and ask if I was going to call in. I'm sure I sound horrible so I didn't sound convincing with the " you know I don't call in" and my other weak response of "that's why there are drugs" so I'm going to truck off to work. Evidently this lovely morning i woke up with a fever...

Am I complaining? Not really...

I understand

I now understand the big hoopla around the Twilight series. I read a five hundred page book in two days. (on my trip) and now it will be a few days before I order the remaining books and have them arrive. I have also noticed that with the constant traveling I have put myself through my fragile immune system has had a mild break down. I wouldn't say I'm sick I would just say... I'm about 60%. Headache, sore throat, and I'm congested... Blah

Yippie!

Oh I just got back from Utah. Oh I loved being there. It was too bad that Ryan had to work and couldnt make it or else that would have been just that much more fun. It was interesting to see family that I havent seen since I was three. I liked seeing people who I read their blogs. I like talking with Aaron and Kara. I got a bunch of new phone numbers that I am very happy I can randomly text. I got to read a big chunk of twilight. I understand why so many people love the series. I LOVED staying with Jeremy and Nichole. Owen is so much fun! I never realized how much of an arm he could have. It was nice to just sit and talk to Jeremy. I got the opertunity to give Nichole a back/shoulder/neck/head rub. It actually didnt annoy me I enjoyed it. I got three pairs of earrings out of it. Next time I go there I will more than likly do it again and thats with out the bribe to do it. I love that girl! We need to head up there more often! Or have then come down. We are going to have a dead turkey!

OOOHHH!!! I RAN INTO SARAH AT THE MALL!!! It was a little unexpected. I didnt know she lived there never the less run into her!